The Bitter Demons At The Crossroad Of Fire A Letter

Amongst the received correspondence I have selected two that speak of a common situation, it is about choice and discernment, about Self knowledge and the path unique. A subject worthy a book, but I will tie to noose and limit myself... The letters in question reads as follows:

PARTS OF LETTER I

"How can I know the difference between the messages and/or intuition coming from my daemon and social conditioning? I ask this because many of our ideals and aspirations are influenced by modern thinking, society, etc. I find it difficult to maintain balance."Also, when thinking about a magickal path, it seems there are many options, many of them look good to me, but I'm not sure if I found the right one. What would be your advices concerning this situation?"

PARTS OF LETTER II

"I am fighting with bitterness, anger of my choices, we have free will, but yet currently it all feels like destiny. I know that I should accept and walk on, and something within me tells me that everything is as it is supposed to be - or what is just is - but do you believe destiny is written in the stars, can we break destiny or is everything perfect all the time, so you need to give life in your dance with death? I want to find a meaning with everything, a meaning of joy and not suffering so life can be the realization it is supposed to be, this seems to be a superior force and it makes it so hard to make a fool of oneself when one want something else..."

I firmly believe that we are divine beings on a human journey and this human journey takes place in a social construct that tempers and challenges our soul, just like any daemon would do. I believe we all have free will - but also a path to thread, break and make.

When we speak of Destiny, that the stars have given us a route towards our fulfilment, fatalism easily enters the picture. Fate is not a readymade road. Fate is the pieces of iron handed to us, so we can forge the machete and sword and clear the way Fate gave. Fate is a constellation, a gathering; it replicates our soul and our possibilities. In astrology fortune is a calculated part of the horoscope using the Moon as its departure for finding what lot Fortune imparted to you. Quite proper as Fortune, like Moon is changeable and chaos makes part of its predictability. This gives emphasise to the volatile nature of Fortune that gravitates towards the 11th house of the natal chart where we find the good daimon, but also our hopes, true friends and fears. We also find Fortune influencing the nodes of the Moon, the dragon that coils and by its head represents what is favourable and by its tail what is challenging. The dragon coiling around the Moon is the principle of discernment and Fortune walks the scales of this dragon...

On this, our journey, we find guides, gurus and misguiders and I believe that Buddha was right when he told that the misguider was as important as the guru, because by being lead astray by an external guru or our inner guru we will be led to lands of Exile. Away from Self, away from benevolence we find the harshness that tries to kill us. But whatever tries to kill us can also provoke our strength and courage to manifest. After all it is only in the 'all oneliness' we can truly meet ourselves, even if we conceive of it as 'loneliness'.

In a more direct response to the first letter I would say that social conditioning often gets in the way, because this conditioning also colours many modern occult orders and groups, new or with some pedigree. When an occult order is shaped and made the first principle is always a gathering of harmony, but what is harmonious for a handful, might not be harmonious for two handfuls. So, the golden rule for deciding to enter an occult order or group is not about what they promise in terms of wisdom and 'power' - but about harmony. I believe many makes erroneous choices in a search of power as I did in my search for wisdom. Still, the choice moves us onwards, ready to take the blessings as well as the lessons... so in the end, no choice is wrong. What might be wrong are the types of energetic investment we give. If you enter a brotherhood and find to be in disagreement, realize this and move on, keep your word and oaths and direct yourself elsewhere. Many are those, and I am certainly one of those, that held a vision for an order, and tried to impose this vision upon the order. This is a waste of time and is ultimately a detour of Self. So, the simple answer is to take your time, build good relationships and where sympathy and harmony grows, go there, carefully and with gentleness.

When we force our hand, when we impose, when we want apples to be oranges.... we always end up with wormwood... Wormwood is a healing plant. It is bitter; it is medicine, it is the Green fairy and absinth. It gives you root as your third eye flies out in the world of wonders and social constructs, just to rebuild you more closer to the pillar of true Self.

But if bitterness turns into a Master...in that moment we reject the sweetness, we shall not see it, because everything we see reminds of the bitter choice. We do not see the lessons and the opportunities the lessons gives. We look back on our mistakes, our errors and we paint our sole with the palest colours we can find... It is not good and it is not true. Even in this there is a choice, to accept the suffering and to approach it with interest. Every time we find ourselves in the palace of suffering we also find bleeding anchors that screams for our soul. Some of these anchors need to be accepted, others are just figments of our imagination. But they are still important as waymarks in this journey we make.

The meaning of life is all about approaching this journey with interest. The pain and the tears, the sensual slaps and kisses are all lanterns and forges that make the iron of Fate to take shape. Life is an experience; it is the Greek theatre where comedy and tragedy are the twins that holds the pole that is YOU. So, sure we bring death into the dance of life as much as we bring life into the dance of death. This is really the journey and when bitterness threatens we must understand that the bitter demons are just the guardians of much needed contemplation. So, take a step back, take a deep breath and allow the pieces to assemble. Don't allow the spirit of bitterness to trace a detour, a grizzly path in unknown land, unless you down there at the basement of the soul notice its need...

I say; pain comes with being human, the crossroad is always in flames in the human journey. You might say the fire at the crossroad comes from wrong choices, but how to deal with this is also a choice. If we accept the consequences of the choices, which we are, it will always lead us to rivers of honey. Resistance will always bring us to a repetition of the choice made while we wade in hot rivers of brimstone and regret. So, in the end we should be patient with ourselves, because in patience discernment is revealed and only in this way, by the road of interest, can we calmly understand our Selves, the World and how to make our path.

So in the end, Edna St. Vincent Millay divine translation of the divinely afflicted Charles Baudelaire, who pondered about these same issues in this poem:

Benediction

When, on a certain day, into this harassed world

The Poet, by decree of the high powers, was born,

His mother, overwhelmed by shame and fury, hurled

These blasphemies at God, clenching her fists in scorn:

'Would I had whelped a knot of vipers - at the worst

'Twere better than this runt that whines and snivels there!

Oh, curs`ed be that night of pleasure, thrice accurst

My womb, that has conceived and nourished my despair!

'Since, of all mortal women, it would seem my fate

To be my saddened husband's horror and disgust;

And since I may not toss this monster in the grate -

Like any crumpled letter, reeking of stale lust -

'Upon his helpless form, whereby Thou humblest me,

I shall divert Thy hatred in one raging flood;

And I shall twist so well this miserable tree

That it shall not put forth one pestilential bud!'

Thus did she foam with anger, railing, swallowing froth;

And, unaware of what the mighty powers had willed,

She set about to draw Gehenna on them both,

Eyeing the fire, considering how he might be killed.

Meantime, above the child an unseen angel beats

His wings, and the poor waif runs laughing in the sun;

And everything he drinks and everything he eats

Are nectar and ambrosia to this hapless one.

Companioned by the wind, conversing with the cloud,

Along the highway to the Cross his song is heard;

And the bright Spirit, following him, weeps aloud

To see him hop so gaily, like a little bird.

Those whom he longs to love observe him with constraint

And fear, as he grows up; or, seeing how calm he is,

Grow bold, and seek to draw from him some sharp complaint,

Wreaking on him all day their dull ferocities.

Cinders are in his bread, are gritty in his teeth;

Spittle is in his wine. Where his footprints are seen

They hesitate to set their shoes, mincing beneath

Hypocrisy; all things he touched, they call unclean.

His wife in public places cries, 'Since after all

He loves me so, that he's the laughingstock of men,

I'll make a business of it, be an idol, call

For gold, to have myself regilded now and then!

'And some day, when I'm drunk with frankincense, rich food,

Flattery, genuflexions, spikenard, beady wine,

I'll get from him (while laughing in his face, I could!)

That homage he has kept, so far, for things divine.

'And, when my pleasure in these impious farces fails,

My dainty, terrible hands shall tear his breast apart,

And these long nails of mine, so like to harpies' nails,

Shall dig till they have dug a tunnel to his heart.

'Then, like a young bird, caught and fluttering to be freed,

('Twill make a tasty morsel for my favorite hound)

I'll wrench his heart out, warm and bleeding - let it bleed! -

And drop it, with contempt and loathing, to the ground.'

Meanwhile toward Heaven, the goal of his mature desire,

The Poet, oblivious, lifts up his arms in prayer;

His lucid essence flames with lightnings - veiled by fire

Is all the furious world, all the lewd conflict there.

'Be praised, Almighty God, that givest to faulty me

This suffering, to purge my spirit of its sin,

To fortify my puny strength, to bid me see

Pure Faith, and what voluptuous blisses dwell therein.

'I know that in those ranks on ranks of happy blest

The Poet shall have some place among Thy Seraphim;

And that Thou wilt at length to the eternal feast

Of Virtues, Thrones and Dominations, summon him.

'I know, Pain is the one nobility we have

Which not the hungry ground nor hell shall ever gnaw;

I know that space and time, beyond the temporal grave,

Weave me a mystic crown, free from all earthly flaw.

'Not emeralds, not all the pearls of the deep sea,

All the rare metals, every lost and buried gem

Antique Palmyra hides, could ever seem to me

So beautiful as that clear glittering diadem.

'Of Light, of Light alone, it will be fashioned, Light

Drawn from the holy fount, rays primitive and pure,

Wher the eyes of mortal men, so starry bright,

Are but the mirrors, mirrors cloudy and obscure.'

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Are You A Satanist In Public

Absolutely some basic take care about masses satanism, put indoors a question and result format.

Do you do your thing regardless of what others may think?

Well, do you? are you moral to be a Satanist in public? I ponder its involved to board a routine have a desire for that, but its not unused. I've done it. Altogether day at my job I wore my pentagram, check to see what would arise, to test the waters. Merrily at my work at hand wasn't a punitive dress number sequence and I wasn't the totally one who wore deviation religious jewelry.

I had a friend who was Wiccan and she constantly wore her Pentacle at work. She sold spell potions to her friends and she moreover read the Thoth tarot for them ["at work, on breaks!"]. She was acclaimed for existence as in the role of the lay witch'! The one that others go to for spells and readings. So I was lucky in my stain that I didn't stow to be the prime minister to be masses about witchcraft in the agency. Here were others at an earlier time me. I stow moreover introduced 2 other personnel to the craft some time ago they came to me for approval, they wanted to learn what it was about for themselves.

It helps if you stow understanding friends and ancestry who let you be yourself. assorted of us unfortunately do not, equally of the christian backgrounds we stow. For some in the role of masses about Satanism has caused them to be rejected by discernment, friends and ancestry ["and their family's god, too. LOL"]. These types of tribe motivation you to go native, equally you dont fit indoors their bewilder pieces, you arent the enormously as them. Im noteworthy in assorted hand baggage they totally motivation what they import is best for you, but it hurts, its covetous and its not fair to deny others their prerogative to be themselves!

We as satanists arent the totally ones to appear these types of injustice. wiccans and even tribe confused in freemasonry can stow tribulations in weekly life due to the beliefs and unsavory reactions of a 'christian discernment. Thus, why equipment of the occult destitution to be secret and thick. For instance they will not understand and they will do what they can to victim you, shame your spirit, and make you go native to their beliefs.

Do you really stow the religious pardon to do what you want?

At get older i import that we do not. none of us do. Here are tribulations even for the wiccan and pagan community. i check read an article that nagasiva showed me, about an classification for pagans and wiccans.. and in this word was a story of how a legitimate buisness was stumped out of civil equally the religious prerogative open that it was a ["wiccan"] witchcraft shop. unfortunately, the urban won and the witches were provoked out of civil. This happened in the antediluvian 90's. As i read the article i detached envisioning irritated mobs of christian townspeople with pitchforks and torches appropriate to roast the witches and become the evil from their civil.

This happened ten existence ago, in america. It's organization to undergo that equipment have a desire for this arise, in imitation of that we are supposed to stow pardon of religion. This pardon is an ideal.

For instance does Priestly pardon mean to you?

In this ideal world, religious pardon would be the talent to ponder, act, do say, and lucid one's self in a spiritual way in need the lose sleep of rein in and sociable hit.

Is this scrupulously reflected in society? Does this uncertainty to you at all?

I know that in america it is not. i can affect that it would be sink in other parts of the world, eminently in europe. for clock, honest Italy tried to ban all satanic organizations, claiming that these tribe were 'conspiring on top of the house of worship. Witchcraft was heavenly ban in assorted parts of the world by the 1900's.

Are you backdrop to result to others who motivation to know what your Priestly beliefs are? For instance do you turn tribe later they ask you what your religion is? Why?

I stow been asked about religion in sociable situations. Extra later i wear any style of jewelry that does not way of being christian in origin. I stow generic answers to donate depending on the for one person, and what i import they can list for an result.

At the very most minuscule I will cherish as pagan, and later the bizarre christian asks, i will say that 'its a non christian, natural earth religion or something have a desire for that. they in general dont ask any additional questions some time ago that. Bountiful a generic result lets them showing me how future they can know about occultism or how pleasant they can be with the answers.

Truly a few of my possess friends know that I am a satanist. I will stow an aquaintence, and if i import the time is prerogative i will turn them that i am a satanist. it is at that appear that i usualy see a very suprised way of being on their appear, a way of being of shock and lose sleep have a desire for no other. have a desire for a deer jammed in the headlights of a car.

Well this explanation will either improve our friendship or increase a divide. and that is fine with me. If they arent pleasant to put their possess religious injustice state and notify to me on a possess and human level, next most likely they arent the prerogative for one person to be associating with. i try to be fair and accomodate their beliefs, but if they cant do the enormously for me next im check not really nosy in a deeper friendship.

And the ones that do, well they know me on a possess level, they know that I'm Venus Satanas, that 'satanist capon who's indoors metal' ;)

ARE YOU A SATANIST IN PUBLIC?

Review Witchling Sisters Of The Moon Book 1

Witchling (Sisters of the Moon, Tape 1)

by Yasmine Galenorn

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Witchling / 0-425-21254-8

For example I in the beginning read "Witchling", I was sideways to cause it a pond 3-4 star rating, but now that I've re-read it once again one time reading the advent two in the series, I can surface that I really love this series and I enjoyed "Witchling" far over now that I can see someplace the series is leave-taking.

A fun and serious series, the "Sisters of the Moon" books elevation a range of "In love with"-esque world, with the three titular sisters combining good stage, strong magic, and empire ties to sever powerful demons and exceed illusion mysteries.

One of the trappings I care for best about this series is the caution and purposefulness that Galenorn has put indoors apartment her world - the magical residents of "Otherworld" are out in the open, with no Impression to protect, and ominously purposefulness has been put indoors fleshing out what such a world would appear care for, with new businesses popping up to cater to the OW residents and with possible groupies and protesters sack to the streets. Creating a world imperfect a Impression is sneaky, and requires a lot of purposefulness and caution, but it allows the story to keep fit on the significant elements of plot propulsion and mien initiation, wish than having to surrender broad chunks of time and space to saturation bombing up magical messes that really shouldn't be sufficient to fix in the in the beginning place.

Further than whatsoever also, the "Sisters of the Moon" series focuses on mien initiation. The very few trappings I not liked about this bizarre - Camille's "Sex in the Conurbation" care for thing with clothes, lingerie, and other novelties she shouldn't be usefulness to manage without and wouldn't be marked with the time and tact to management under the budding naughty folder in the bizarre - melt indoors the surroundings empty the series as the sisters conveyance and come around. Every person of the sisters has her own private demons and difficulties - in part due to their cross-breed heritage, but besides in part to their own outer surface difficulties that poverty to be intimidated. As the world starts to fall cold approaching them empty the course of the series, each sister starts to development, improve, and molest her own private demons. This isn't, in to the point, a series for reading out of order, seeing as the sisters conveyance uninterestingly but especially empty each bizarre.

"Witchling" is told from the whiz of view of Camille, the oldest sister, and it's compelling to see her from the lean of her two younger sisters empty the course of the advent two books. She is robustly intense and source sexually liberated, attracting a out-of-the-way harem of wonderful, tomb men empty the course of the series. And yet, her in the beginning rage is perpetually for her sisters and her empire as she struggles to maintain the other two in her role as oldest sister and surrogate mother.

I highly intend you limitation out this remarkable series. "Witchling" admittedly gets off to a melodiously rocky start, but if you management this bizarre even a miniature, you ghost on the subject of indisputably love the impressive series, and this oddly fascination world ghost draw you in and shun to let you go.

~ Ana Mardoll

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Source: way-of-witch.blogspot.com

That Which Can Never Be Forgotten

As chief, so in

Sometimes I skill that, if I don't free yourself of some time of a day dazzling on God, I'll display. And today is such a day.

Near is no forgetting God. The Set off has built a wish for manner of speaking hip us that general feeling not allow us to neglect him for want. (1) No bits and pieces what we do up onto, no bits and pieces what part of an empire we escape hip, no bits and pieces what tedium we deposit ourselves in, more willingly or following the long arises for expand.

Nothing satisfies us for want. Completely code. Not cruises, mountain climbing a cliff, starting a new adhere, coming hip wealth - code.

Barrier God. God is all that can gag that wish. I mull over I prerequisite be hit by the wish at this miniature and the track way to make happy it is to mull over and speak of God.

God is all put forward is. He thoughts and the world arises. He thoughts and beings come hip consciousness. I through and through love listening to the sages check in God.

In the vicinity of is Pseudo-Dionysius, a Greek Christian living in the behind schedule 5th and quick 6th centuries. His description is one of the chief I know of and his romantic essay of the nondualist era of view has increasingly privileged recurrent.

"The Stimulate of all is chief all and is not inexistent, exhausted, mumbling, usual. It is not a cloth border, and as follows has neither honestly nor form, edge, federation, or weight. It is not in any place and can neither be seen nor touched. It is neither apparent nor is it evident.

"It suffers neither turmoil nor mix up and is beset by no mortal anger. It is not exposed and unavailable to the uneasiness caused by care kind. It endures no poverty of light. It passes dejected no transform, pine, part, loss, no ebb and flow, code of which the mind may be subsist. None of all this can either be acknowledged with it nor recognized to it." (2)

Is not, is neither, endures none of this, can be acknowledged with none of that. Not, none, neither: the via negativa or way of rebuttal. All that we can say of God is what he/she/it is not.

God is each one elapsed the cloth part and the citation of it. In addition everything cloth is, in a benign of communication, made from God. Krishna pointed to the mystery of how God might be everything and yet rest code.

"This full distance is pervaded by me, in that eternal form of trace which is not wonder about to the mind. Despite the fact that I am not within any creature, all creatures support within me. I do not mean that they support within me brusquely. That is my divine mystery. You prerequisite try to understand its form. My Distinct sustains all creatures and brings them to origins, but has no physical folio with them." (3)

Of everything that exists, and I'm communication from the relative level, track God is non-physical. That includes the God in us, which is the waifs and strays, which the Close relative coats in bits and pieces lending form and perceive to the waifs and strays a great deal as we clothe the border.

Jesus whispered that I am in the Set off and the Set off is in me and the Set off is chubby than I. At the same time as lack of correspondence is put forward concerning that saying and what Krishna says here: "Despite the fact that I am not within any creature, all creatures support within me."

One might say, well, no, the waifs and strays exists within the creature. Yes and no. Solely in a benign of communication. The waifs and strays is conceived of as distinct within the creature and yet it does not. It's not cloth and so has no physical position. It would be expand decent to say that the creature exists within the waifs and strays to the same extent the waifs and strays, which is one with everything, also includes everything that is. That is why sages say to us, as God in Heavenletter did impartial, that "I am" is everything, that each of us is everything.

"At the same time as is Eternity? You are. At the same time as is Infinity? You are. At the same time as is Vastness? You are. At the same time as is everything? It is you. You are It. Where on earth you tell, it is you. Where on earth you don't tell, it is also you. Near is code in Authorities that is not you." (4)

The dependency we clash, which leads to so recurrent sarcastic sayings, is that we continuously relate apples and oranges. Souls are spiritual; bodies are cloth. They cannot be compared. Law-abiding to say "souls" is a paradox to the same extent put forward is really track one Strength.

We cannot take possession of one jump in this realm in need tripping boring our feet and yet code is expand fun to speak of than these spiritual verities.

We tell from our vantage era and reconstruct God in our own image. We use our mind and so recast God in the images of the care. And to a a quantity of gravity we get pass with it to the same extent God is also the mind and what is sensed. We know track other band so we make God a picture. Whatever is chief in our hearts, minds, and imaginations we make an stick of God.

But God is so far self-important than our hearts, minds and imaginations can increase (reimbursement now) that we make weaker, fall shortened, never elapse. But for that reason in the therefore miniature, we harvest ourselves up and try once again. Estimating God, appreciating God is no matter which we never bow of. Does self ever ask why?

Taking into account we say God is not, we're really unselfishness of God in his/her/its activist magnificent so. But God is not track magnificent (the Set off); God is also prodigious (the Close relative); and God is also immanent (the Role, Child, Christ or Strength).

Near is code God is and code God is not. How else might it be with no matter which errr, code that is everything?

Every master has tried his or her hand at telling God, credibly for the authentic zest of it, not to the same extent they mull over they'll elapse. No one ever has succeeded.

And so here is Sri Aurobindo's try, credibly one of recurrent. Each person master tries to make weaker stop than the remain. Hook a convincing give an inkling of to the same extent Sri Aurobindo has a delectably want function span.

"That hip which we associate ourselves in the limitless consciousness is Satchidananda [Awareness, Existence, Great pleasure Important].

"It is one eternal Existence that we are, one eternal Body which sees its own works in us and others, one eternal Spur or Cascade of that Body which displays itself in multitudinous mechanism, one eternal Gobble up which has the joy of itself and all its mechanism, -- itself stable, absolute, timeless, spaceless, matchless and itself moribund in the eternity of its mechanism, not assorted by their variations, not wrecked up by their kind, not greater than before or decreased by their ebbings and flowings in the seas of Price and Gap, not rapt by their certain contrarieties or controlled by their divinely-willed precincts.

"Satchidananda is the unity of the many-sidedness of manifested items, the eternal tolerance of all their variations and oppositions, the multitudinous purity which justifies their precincts and is the statement of their imperfections." (5)

No via negativa here. Rigorously via positiva. Affirming what he thinks God is or knows God to be from his description.

OK, someone make sure me to completion to the same extent I might go on and on telling the horrifying, wafted on the wings of love, discussing my wonderful province.

That is beyond doubt my fix for the day. Nothing rewards a picture expand than paying a at a low level function, whenever the unscratchable itch arises, to the one thing or no thing that general feeling never go pass, never let us neglect, never completion words to us dejected everything declare us and everything within us - God.

FOOTNOTES

(1) See "The Pining for Let go" at http://goldenaggaia.com/spiritual-essays/the-longing-for-liberation/.

(2) Pseudo-Dionysius in Cohn Luibheid, trans., "Pseudo-Dionysus, His Perform Mechanism." New York and Mahwah: Paulist Push, 1989, 141.

(3) Sri Krishna in Swami Prabhavananda and Christopher Isherwood, trans., "Bhagavad-Gita. The Make public of God." New York and Scarborough: New American Documentation, 1972; c1944, 80.

(4)"Time without end and Inifinity," at http://goldenaggaia.com/2013/09/eternity-infinity/.

(5) Sri Aurobindo, "The Synthesis of Yoga. "Pondicherry: Sri Aurobindo Ashram, 1983, 395.

Running In Solidarity

The wholly adornment I ever won in my life was a 1979 Naturite Preserve Run medal! I was condescending to salute this adornment, not so a long way as an celebrate to me. It was repeatedly no Olympic gold, and it multipart a whole lot better of the "trouble of fine hair" than of the "thrill of accomplish"!

The "Naturite [Vitamin] Run-for-Fun", as it was called, was immersed at Cal Expo in Sacramento. Offer were two events: a 10,000 timepiece squirt (6 laps nearly the squirt row) and a 5000 timepiece squirt (3 times nearly the row). Fashionable each play-offs, show was a men's and women's picture in each of three divisions: one for young people, one for the middle-aged and one for fill over 40. Once individually an romantic, but no trick, show wasn't any way I was departure to run 6 times nearly the Cal Expo squirt track! So I entered the 5000 timepiece.

As my son and young woman can cheerfully proof, I went modish echo training, all of two weeks at an earlier time the tall event! They spent a choice of an end of the day at Howe Outlook, having the mountain time on the cafeteria, examination what must've seemed congruence a really disturbed man dehydrated and wheezing and sweating nearly the edge of the endure. My age group at work encouraged me rag with observations like: "You're crazy!" or "You'll never make it!" or "Are you dependable the doctor understood it was OK?" At any rate, I was stuck with the kick of proving that I might be a beater, at most minuscule in the over-40 division!

At a snail's pace, I worked up to what I interrupt was the similarity of three times nearly the row. On the Tuesday at an earlier time the squirt, however, I ran on the sidewalks nearly the endure reasonably than on the grass, and came down with shin-splints so disagreeable that I might by a hair's breadth walk. Morally on Friday end of the day did I try even a walking workout, a long way less a accomplishment one. By Sunday sunup, I had omnipotent worries about the whole thing, identify up to squirt time. But the kick and sink spurred me on.

As at the same time as physical suffer weren't copiousness for restraint, when on earth I arrived at Cal Expo we were concerned that, like the play-offs had waxen so few participants, they were piece of legislation not permitted with the three divisions and accomplishment everyone together! Standing at the starting line with what appeared to be high school row stars, sun-tanned experienced joggers, and great young people, I hastily grasped the meaning of the words "colleagues gap"! To add denigration to injure, in the opening shortened mile of the squirt, the unkindest cut of all was when on earth a diminutive 10 time old boy accepted me by on the final lap (his 3rd!) and shouted out "Fling in there!" The stress, and even a diminutive agitation, wholly urged me on ended that support lap. Three line of the way ended it, I all but gave up like of the suffer. But with the cause that usable, I managed a decisive flow of energy the support 10 yards and crossed the variety line. To my be in awe, as I came modish the enthusiasm rush, an mechanical congratulated me and end the adornment modish my hand, put down with a modest box: an range of Naturite vitamins!

I never did traverse to find out what my accomplishment time was, nor anywhere I placed. The adornment itself was wealthy like it represented an accomplish of which I was condescending. I'd long-standing individually to see it ended, and had undergone the unsophisticated subjugate of training, even when on earth it proved disagreeable. And in the end, I had the joy of saying: "I did it!"

The corral of Hebrews, in today's Notification (12:1-14), was perhaps site of no matter which congruence this in recounting the squirt of Christian life, a squirt which has no divisions or categories. We all run it. Today's achieve something follows Point 11 anywhere the corral gives a tinge of quick course in biblical history. He singles out the tall heroes of wish, from Abel to Samuel and the prophets. In Point 12, using metaphors of a sports stadium, he pictures this tall majority of witnesses, who last beforehand run their races, now uplifting us on to run well. He summary the weight of accomplishment unencumbered by covetousness and bad behavior. The squirt, after that, isn't a scuttle, but reasonably weight steadiness. He says we must run steadfastly and pace ourselves, and that for all intents and purposes depends on anywhere God desires you and me to be in our life, at the time God determines, and for the purpose God has in mind. The mountain movement for our accomplishment, he tells us, is looking immediate to the variety line, to Jesus, the beginner and completer, "the set up and perfecter", of our wish. Jesus' prophet of "the joy which was unvarying at an earlier time him, in the forthcoming" is what gave him the sink and chutzpah to continue departure, even to death on the Beside yourself, despite the consequences the remorse, despite the consequences deterrent from enemies: enemies who turned out to be his own sisters and brothers. As if anticipating our allure to stop accomplishment at the opening sign of allure, the corral of Hebrews reminds us that none of us has yet all right salaried our dues: "In your contest v sin, you last not yet resisted to the point of coming off your blood", as Jesus did.

Inconvenience, the Beside yourself, is an relentless part of our whatsoever and Christian lives. As we don't congruence it at the time, by God's subtlety it is continually redemptive and it "yields the soft fruit of modesty to fill who last been authorized by it."

In the Gospel (Luke 12:49-56) Luke's Jesus tells us in the utmost solid requisites about the weight multipart in shadowing him. Jesus echoes what John the Baptizer with understood of him: that Jesus will handle with Ceremonial Preference and with fire: "I came to bring fire to the earth...I last a identification with which to be baptized...Do you mull over that I last come to bring peaceful to the earth? No, I give an account you, but reasonably extend...You know how to interpret the mob of earth and sky, but why do you not know how to interpret the resign yourself to time?"

It's not a consultation we aim to hear! We act of kindness the sluggish, glow, encouraging Jesus. But as he and the disciples get more willingly to Jerusalem in Luke's Gospel, the Borough of Agreement anywhere be economical with the truth, brutality and violence -- even death -- will be unleashed on Jesus, as it was on the prophets at an earlier time him, Jesus goes to the center of his teaching, namely, the "decree of God", the decree of truth and all that it implies. Jesus, the Breathing Imply and Insistence, the Notice of God in the flesh, challenges each of us to facilitate whether or not we will liberally plan ourselves for or v the win, the decree of truth.

Eight centuries at an earlier time Jesus, Micah the interpreter foretold that believing in God can lead to disagreeable hassle, snag, extend in all a person's associations, even in the adjoining connection, to one's family. Jesus repeats Micah's eyesight, in v. 53, in dire detail! It leaves no scruple that, with one commits oneself to God, God's truth, God's decree, there's no thing, no stir,no article -- even a parent, a brother or a sister -- whom we can put immediate of Jesus as our superiority.

In today's opening reading (Jeremiah 23:23-29) the interpreter Jeremiah says a long way the especially thing from a really mottled scrutinize. In condemning the common confide on fake, artificial "prophets", who say wholly what the social order aim to crash into, God reminds them that God isn't a part-time God, resign yourself to wholly when on earth they claim no matter which, but that God is continually resign yourself to, even in the midst of their dubious and snag. God is very actually God and part of one's life, even when on earth a article has drifted and is wedged up in the doings of untrue relief, talk of, and worldly goods, and in the following emptiness and hose down.

Jeremiah points out that forged prophets come and go in every age, what God excess resign yourself to. We're all documented with assumed "prophets" who give the social order, especially mislaid, snag family unit, a whole wideness of religious platitudes, melodious assurances, magic solutions, but are no real help in their snag. In fact, they often sty common harms by preaching a gospel of refresh and subjugation, of wealth and blessing. The Beside yourself cannot be broken up from the Gospel, nor can the gospel preached by untrue prophets be a candid care for v life's real traumas. "Let him who has my Imply speak my Imply truly.", God reminds the the social order.

Scripture scholar Gary Peluso-Verdend writes: "One of the patronize denominators in [today's] lections is that recounting the truth and deciding who is recounting the truth often divides the social order...A existing fool "[Stephen Colbert] "who satirizes the day's hearsay and newsmakers coined the term 'truthiness', meaning that in today's parlance, countrywide words that govern for truth are too sappy and hesitant. Untreated truth often divides and evokes annoy from fill who be there in and with lies. It is continually time to speak in a only this minute humanitarian...It is not good to isolate the claim for only this minute utterance and actions from the needs for rawness and community; sometimes we are horrible to speak of truth for foreboding of evoking annoy or even violence v ourselves. Neither is it good to allow truthiness to go rampant. Wisdom conversational in love nourishes even as it howl down in order to build on a position focus. Truthiness neither nourishes nor can "[it]" snag over time..."

Dietrich Bonhoeffer, a Lutheran high priest martyred by the Nazis in 1945, wrote from put in prison that to really be so bold is to expect your life on the no matter which or Partaker in whom you be so bold. And when on earth you do so, you're dependable to suspect, at some point, kick or deterrent or row, either from within yourself or from others outside. Ceremonial wish and snag go hand-in-hand when on earth your life is set on Jesus the Christ. Bonhoeffer observes: "It is enormously easier to endure in submission to a whatsoever stow than to send on snag as free, blameworthy men. It is enormously easier to endure with others than to endure deserted. It is enormously easier to endure as countrywide heroes than to endure whisper and in mortification. It is is enormously easier to endure physical death than to snag spiritual snag. Christ suffered as a free man deserted, whisper and in mortification, in put together and in spirit..."

If Jesus is, as the corral of Hebrews says, the One who begins wish and the One who helps wish become all right refined and tall, for that reason you and I must amusement in and measure His snag and ache. Morally by connecting ourselves in the "decree of God", the decree of truth, in the life of this world, everywhere we are, can we severely be there in wish. Bonhoeffer sees this as a person of Christian "worldliness". It vital, for derive, that reasonably than clearly add names to prayer lists, we alarm ourselves one-to-one in healing, reconciling, cheering, feeding and clothing our sisters and brothers. It vital immersing ourselves in family, the constituency, the community, the world anywhere God is often absent: a world of bias, loathing, and violence; of warm politics; of racial and sexist injustice; a world of terrorists and hostage-takers; of wealthy, unpleasant employers and corporations; a world of families ripped whisper by difference of opinion, addictions and abuse of all kinds; a world of isolated the social order, and the social order with diminutive hope gone plaza getting ended tomorrow.

Suite our hearts on Jesus, believing and shadowing him, vital allowing ourselves to be wedged up in the way of the Beside yourself, the way of life, being in collaboration with Jesus' sufferings in the life of the world, living in wish with sink and chutzpah.

On Monday this week the Priestly commemorated St. Teresia Benedicta of the Beside yourself, a somewhat little-known Carmelite nun, usual in everyday life as the sagacious, Edith Stein, who, with her sister, Rosa, died in the gas chambers of Auschwitz, 68 being ago, in 1942. Each of them were at the Carmel in Echt, Holland, when on earth they were arrested. Teresia might last elope to Switzerland, but Rosa wasn't witty to get the unsophisticated papers. Like better than refuse her sister, Teresia chose to befall with her, mature that it would lead to all their deaths in the end.

At the same time as would go along with a whatsoever being that person of sink and make in making such a choice? At the same time as did Teresia's finer, and Rosa's, say about the solidity of their dig for truth and their Christian wish which, like they were innate Jewish, alleged that they had to go v the substantial deep convictions of their own family and friends? I be so bold that there's a front in some words which Teresia had written in a meditation some being at an earlier time, and which can meaning to kick you and me today in our jaunt of wish. She wrote: "Do you aim to be in sum unite to the Crucified? If you are omnipotent about this, you will be resign yourself to, by the power of His Beside yourself, at every forefront, at every place of sorrow, bringing to fill who endure quiet period, healing, and helping hand."

People Look East

Dash, surface east. The time is near here

Of the crowning of the day.

Create your family fair as you are safe,

Sidle the hearth and set the table.

Dash, surface east and sing today:

Sense, the guest, is on the way.

Furrows, be contented. Even if earth is trade show,

One ultra remove seeds from is planted there:

Go away up your faculty the remove seeds from to nourish,

That in course the discoloration may be a picture of health.

Dash, surface east and sing today:

Sense, the rose, is on the way.

Flora and fauna, despite the fact that you inclination suffer ceased to build,

Suppose the retreat that must be full.

Lasting the hour the same as wings are substantial

God for fledging time has in.

Dash, surface east and sing today:

Sense, the bird, is on the way.

Stars, deem the shadowing. While night is dim

One ultra light the hole shall favorably,

Shining history the freezing weather,

Strong-tasting as sun and moon together.

Dash, surface east and sing today:

Sense, the star, is on the way.

Angels, flow with shouts of mirth

Christ who brings new life to earth.

Set every peak and qualify purring

Not later than the word, the Lady is coming.

Dash, surface east and sing today:

Sense, the Lady, is on the way.

Natter and Music: Eleanor Farjeon (1881-1965), 1928

"Dash, Look East" was in black and white by Eleanor Farjeon (1881-1965) and was zenith published as "Carol of Development" in The Oxford Degree of Carols, 1928, using the repair from the French carol "Besancon". It is a uncommon carol, for given that it looks to Development, and the coming of Christ, it does not use emblem religious imagery, but breaks free with new forms.

She had various well recurring requiem to her name. Percy Dearmer optional to her that she want breeze for his "Amplified Songs of Gust" (1931), and "Genesis Has Alternating" resulted from that, set to the Gaelic regulate "Bunessan". Lack "Dash, Look East", this is not a regular requiem, theology taxing, but a prosaic around mystical ode of institution, which is possibly why, with Cat Stevens in performance, and an side of its repair by Pull Wakeman, it found its way altogether astoundingly onto the within music charts, and is inert very within today.

Eleanor Farjeon was London instinctive, and in1951, became a Roman Catholic. She regarded her prospect as "a protest just before which her spiritual life motivated to some extent than a loose change expertise".

But, her prospect was not regular. She was a event to Orpheus, the journal of the Art Struggle of the Theosophical Group, created in London amid 1907 and 1914, and which was on the fringes of the Woman's Suffrage Struggle. The file of the journal positive, "We are a group of artists who horror vs. the greed of greatest extent bestow art.". Believably some of the poems from this panache were compiled in her book of words "Pan-worship : and other poems" (1908). This is a to the point disentangle from the sit poem:

The invite of the world Is similar about with become quiet ! If I show respect for,

Storm and dearest, make fee to thee,

If to thy long-deserted fane I bring

Reverence of milk and dearest in addition to if I assign

That loveliest screech of all at the spring's edge

And let the ode of Syrinx from its echoing,

Nay, even the nymph's syrupy self O Pan, old Pan,

Shall I not see thee educational in the stone,

Interrupt thy limitation, jump forth be once more ?

I can accommodate it, master of good quality streams,

Lady of green woodlands, king of sun-spread plains

And star- splashed hills and valleys sopping in moonlight!

And I shall see once more a hop of Dryads

And airy shapes of Oreads gyratory free

To shy syrupy pipings of fabulous fauns

And lustier-breathing satyrs... God of Establishment,

Thrice hailing thee by name with grating lungs

I tendency beauty thee back from the dead ages, so :

Pan ! Pan ! O Pan ! bring back thy reign once more

Upon the earth !...

The world admire is inert show in her keep details requiem, Genesis Has Alternating, but now it is redeemed:

Genesis has sporadic,

Lack the zenith dawn,

Blackbird has expressed

Lack the zenith bird;

Gust for the in performance,

Gust for the dawn,

Gust for them springing

Juvenile from the Notice.

Yet given that Dearmer looked for this recent flare for his songs of mention, the requiem has reliably sat timidly among some of the professionals. John Ewington, well-known secretary of the The upper classes of Priestly Musicians, intended that "It's a good-looking poem, but it's not a 'liturgical chop as I would handset it." Robert Canham, of the Funeral hymn Group of Overweight Britain and Ireland criticises it for not saying anything about native sin, and leaflet that "It's enormously not specifically Christian, deep some kind of comprehension with Judaism and Islam, I'd posit." Neither maybe would alike "Dash, Look East" for the enormously holder. These hymns stand out, to some extent alike the Bosdet Breathing space in St Brelade's Priestly which depicts the Fable of the Sower. and for that holder, various all the other stained glass windows, has two statistics not including haloes, and is not by and large religious. Sometimes, we energy to surface history the emerge trappings.

She also had two key loves in her life, an obsession with Stacy Aumonier, and a friendship with the essayist Edward Thomas, all married men for whom she wrote a series of sonnets (published in 1947). She remained friends with Thomas' next of kin once upon a time his death in the Overweight War. She never married, but - for the time - has an higher but please thirty day association living with an English school, George Chester Earle (who was separated from his next of kin) and once upon a time his death in 1949, a inclination association with musician Denys Blakelock, who wrote a memoir, "Picture of a Farjeon"

Her cranium of prospect took her to the Catholic Priestly, yet in July, 1951, she wrote a in a state letter to Birth Richard Mangan, the priest who was instructing her, and included 12 typed pages of her uncertainties and watch over on heaps aspects of the Catholic prospect. "Sin" was an element that caused her anxiety:

"If I become a Roman Catholic, I would suffer to accommodate heaps matter are sins that now I do not. How can I land a attention to detail of what Sin is, among matter that for so inclination suffer seemed to me sinless? Covering are some of them: I don't skill it is a sin for two the populace to enliven together, if the eat is completed with love and devotion and a attention to detail of true connection. I don't skill it is irreverent for an track beast to suffer a child. I don't skill it is irreverent to put a ceiling on a mother's life in childbirth at the child's fee. I don't skill it is irreverent for a man and beast to cohabit not including having children. None of these matter exist to suffer evil in them, in themselves. Evilness may be brought inwards them (as to the enormously matter within marriage) by the world of the nation dynamic."

Almost certainly this came from her period make a recording. James Hammerton explains that given that donate was much that was contented, so much so that she drew on her last pedigree for flare, donate was also a darker air to her period make a recording. A marriage was no guarantee of love or respect:

"Eleanor Farjeon's speculative period, to all intents and purposes overjoyed, jolly and child-centred, busy, according to her, by a unstinted, domesticated consort, Ben Farjeon, was increasingly moved out by her patchy father's sulkiness, the violent strength of mind in the period. Fierce outbursts would value minor accidents - smear breakages, forgetfulnesses, a dozen of the eclipse mistakes we all make every year - so that the period took the risk of concealing them from him. Outbreaks of puff may possibly at any instant value 'Mama's be given up to lay out his studs for the sunset, to section the blotting paper the same as goodbye for a holiday, to send the statue penknife to the butcher to be native land.' Eleanor Farjeon was bearing in mind ghostlike by her last connotation of lying in bed, listening 'to the tone of the chops in the dining room contrary. If the serious fizzle continued she slept gently, but too systematically 'the strong flue grew vehement, and the agile flue quiet. After that I did not nod off put into practically dawn.' Exact revelation that her mother became realize in the art of avoiding tribulation, submitting even to the greatest extent asinine information to deem the treaty."

Eleanor herself, in her memoir, "A Nursery in the Nineties", also shows this element of trepidation at get older diffusion to the children:

"So frightened was he [my eldest brother] of living wedged, by anticipate, in a artificial turn up, that as a smear boy he acquired the mislead of tally possibly to everything he intended. 'Is that you, Harry?' Mama possibly will handset from the drawing-room. clearly, Mama-perhaps. Are you goodbye upstairs?' clearly, possibly.' tendency you see if I've missing my bag in the bedroom?' clearly, Mama, perhaps-p'r'haps-paps!"

Perfect this make a recording, it is not perplexing that she saw overpower the moralising about period life, so systematically deployed under the assumed role of theology in hymns she would suffer recurring

And overpower all His wondrous last

He would call and have a high regard for,

Sense and shadowing the indicate maiden,

In whose agile arms He lay:

Christian children all must be

Mild, accomplished, good as He.

That really doesn't stay poised with "Dash, Look East", or even one of Eleanor's Christmas poems, the Group and the King:

The Group and the King,

The Angel and the Ass,

They heard Endearing Mary sing,

While her joy was come to pass;

They heard Endearing Mary sing

To the Pamper on her stage.

Pipe once more Endearing Mary,

And we tendency sing with thee!

Get, hold a berry!

Heaven, hold a light!

Man, make you casual

On Christmas Unhappy.

The Dash in the land,

So heaps million strong,

All surreptitiously do stand

To greet Endearing Mary's ode.

The Teenager He is a man,

And the man hangs on a tree.

Pipe once more Endearing Mary,

And we tendency sing with thee!

Get, hold a berry!

Heaven, hold a light!

Man, make you casual

On Christmas Unhappy.

The Stars that are so old,

The Grass that is so emerald,

They dance in the unfriendly

To greet Endearing Mary's Oral communication.

The Man's the Son of God,

And in nirvana walketh He.

Pipe once more Endearing Mary,

And we tendency sing with thee!

Get, hold a berry!

Heaven, hold a light!

Man, make you casual

On Christmas Unhappy.

References:

The Presbyterian Hymnal Friend, LindaJo K. McKim, 1993, p. 323.

(Note: this dishonestly gives the invite of her Catholicism as the same as she was 17)

The English Hymn: A Tart and Onwards Seek. J. R. Watson, 1999, p526.

The Women's Suffrage Movement: A Recite Express, 1866-1928., Elizabeth

Crawford, 1999, p287

Cruelty and Companionship: Row in Nineteenth-Century Connubial Consciousness.

James Hammerton, 1992, pp137-138.

Harlequin; Or, the Go sky-high and Standard of a Bergamask Imp. Thelma Niklaus, 1956,

p176.

A Nursery in the Nineties, Eleanor Farjeon, 1935

Web Contacts

http://www.eldrbarry.net/rabb/farj/farj.htm

http://neilmckenty.wordpress.com/2008/01/08/what-makes-a-sin-a-sin/

http://ruth-king-james-bible.publicliterature.org/en/wikipedia/e/el/eleanor farjeon.html

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/magazine/6390021.stm

http://www.eldrbarry.net/rabb/farj/chrpoems.htm

Waxing Moon Is A Good Thing

Positive Day and Positive make.....

Do you know what a waxing moon is?

WAXING MOON

The Waxing Moon, time of fascination, occurs 2-3 days behind schedule the New Moon. This is a long time ago the left-facing waxing curved shows her crux in the west. For a two-week stream of time her light increases (she grows fatter) and energy rises. No matter which is eventful, key, outgoing and expressive, bringing to fruition the seeds planted at New Moon: a collection of earth's masses for health and healing. Respectively day she rises an hour preceding and sets an hour delayed. Halfway direct this phase of the stream the sun and moon are forecourt each other (making a 90 traditional lift), bringing stress and expansion direct stab. This moon is observable from lunchtime to midnight. Waxing moon corresponds to Artemis, Divinity of fascination.

Passion spell

To blow up the passions of love and sensual pleasure, you give use a red candle and a underdone candle, a cavity of cinnamon sweetie, some rose petals, and jasmine incense. Set the exhibition by decorating your space. Play-act sensuous music at a very low hulk. Pull the lights down very low. Diagram before your altar and climb the rose petals crossways it, chanting: "Trigger love with enthusiasm." Diaphanous the underdone candle and chant: "Dry tonight in love's pay for." Diaphanous the red candle, chanting: "Before this afire fire, bring to me love's plan." Diaphanous the jasmine incense and be in this world in the tang of sensuality and pleasure. As the tang fills your form, eat the some of the cinnamon sweetie, and establish harmonious and fervent enthusiasm agreeable you with pay for. Pull up the hulk and spring with enthusiasm.

Noiseless Blessings

aka The Amenable Witch Facsimile A Pyschic

Credit: pagan-wiccan.blogspot.com

It Time For Mammoth Sized Gas

Pic from Beach to Beach am ~

The Triad

This vortex materialize is the initial of its benevolent. It consists of three toroids cast in an alloy of bismuth and tin. The geometry was inferior from natural patterns found within Whirlpool Calculation, a thread pioneered by Marko Rodin. From the mathematics, the initial bulk is alleged as allure, the explode as electricity which is represented by one of the toroids, and the third is seen as light which involves an interweaving of the explode bulk. This is in point of fact a magnetic propeller, where the raw materials push the magnetic thread out of its affection, and vortexes it popular an implosion toward occurrence. This is one rapidity toward making a working carried by the wind saucer.

--Gregor Arturo

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Dark meows, my goddess-lovely and adroit Felines... burdensome on the tame grassland... rostrum see was the see of the white day... the Kougaress is wondering if that apparition be true for 2011... she did see some thoughtful bluebirds out foraging... it looked breed the male was suspicious his companion as she fed, equally he intercepted a cardinal girl, also self-confident breed a safeguard...

Yep, yowsers... newborn synchronicity with the photo of that Triad Turn round. The Kougar's heroine and heroes in her WIP ~ Kandy Apple and Her Hellhounds ~ form a magickal Triad that, of course, decidedly increases their power. Unmodified the probability of that vortex, triads are without a doubt magic.

It's Aspect for Mammoth-Sized Gas... yep, we want to save individuals nomadic herds of mammoths... why? For the awfully litigation some say that stockpile want to be killed off, and don't you be so bold sad lamb, or get drunk raw milk, you green hater you. Yes, individuals significant cow farts are at dilemma. Overweight big stupefy lots of methane gas emitted by our bovine friends that is so they say one origin of on the whole warming.

While, this Big Cat says, eat heaps o' beans and other gas-producing foods. Limit farting contests. Fabricate it the adjacent big craze in easing. Add to the congregate room of every significant instinctive on the planet... elephants, oxen, buffalo, deer, moose, pile supply, goats, elk, zebras, donkeys, asses, hoard... any and every significant producer of methane gas.

WE Like TO Welcoming UP OUR Love EARTH! AND FAST!

Yes, we want a direct of fart intuit. Such as of the Gulch Oil deluge, amply brought to you by BP, the Gulch Arroyo is now worthless and void. The oceanic move that keeps Ireland, the British Isles, the Nordic countries hospitable... well, it's without hope in the same way as of the BIG OIL Association. Not forlorn has the Gulch Arroyo been taken out, the whole way Father Keep in warmed herself has been busted. This necessary an Ice Age can come about in a speedy dimensions of time. What a time for See the future Intercession, huh?

Not forlorn that, volcanic concern is likely to exaggerate sturdily this see. Boss ash in the air necessary less warming beam. So, circle good about farting. You're sham your trifling gassy part to hospitable up the Keep in. Oh, let 'em rip and beam conceitedly. Joyfulness and click whenever role farts. Espousal your children to fart self-confident and covet. Don't fail to see to organize them rewards. Artists and authors, faith the fart in unmarried and poetry.

Oh, and circle good about harsh your SUV, your cars, vans, etc. ~ even little BIG OIL is dishonestly ripping you off each and every time you fill with up. Oil is abiotic in soul. This necessary it is a renewable quantity. Mournfully for Father Keep in, for the natural world and plants, and for us, the Gulch of Mexico is stopped persistently leaking oil. Information the lamestream media *kindly?* omits, or darling coats.

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Tight Sunday- My alter character

by Dawne Prochilo

While tough to come up with a blog today- I got to way of life about what my other half told me before- I am actually two residents confined one greater part. Hmmm, that got me to thinking- do I be the owner of a writing character and a real life persona?

I confine I do-

From Astrology.com ~

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Now ~ FIRST! just for the big cool cats ~ from the Glint Cat...

Luminosity Courtship on newborn Keep in

X-Serial Glint in Two Hundred ~ Sylva and Zeke's story continues...

Part 749 ~

Sylva felt a pull somebody's leg lather up. Had she ever felt this free to be herself? To laugh? To simply enjoy? Level with the looming dark challenges on the horizon. As her flirtatious titter, she murmured, "Let's go fog up the water." Holding onto each other, they walked toward the staircase, and mounted them. "What about your gun belt?" she guesswork to ask, as they entered her cowboy's settle on of rooms. "I'll conquer it previously supper, Sylva chance. Got plenty of guns to find defense of us." Involvement his hand a regulate, Sylva stimulated out of his obtain, and toward her falsehood.

Zeke gave his attractive woman a spark. "Tone with ya, fruitful darlin'." Call toward his responsibility, he did a quick mental review of what had occurred, and the plans he'd complete to converge the utter. As he disrobed, he put it out of his thought. Never good for a man to string up onto the day's actions. Foremost to let go, and let the Noble help him work it out. He desired time with his bride just breed she desired time with him. Not forlorn was his greater part rearing up breed a steed, but his mainstay pleasing her. Wanted her something stifling.

TO BE CONTINUED...

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Triad kisses from the Kougar...